This year has been a really shitty one. My job, for most of 2012, nearly sucked the life out of me. My hubby and I don't often get along. We have money problems, my daughter has adhd problems, my health sucks, and my father recently died. For the most part, with a few exceptions, I have few friends irl. As a grown up, I'm supposed to be responsible and respectable; a good wife, mother and a woman with a career. I'm under lots of pressure. Most folks irl don't understand my love for K Pop. They think I'm weird and that I need "help."
Being a "fan girl" is not an easy job as you all know too well, and it's much worse when you are older. I enjoy "spazzing" with the rest of you. I love drawing fan art, making gifs, etc. I especially love writing. I really appreciate those of you who are my faithful followers and always read and comment. It brightens my day and makes me feel less miserable.
I know that most fan girls don't care for het, so when you tell me you like it, that's really saying something and makes me feel special.
The Unholy Trio is my "Magnum Opus" as it were. Yes, it's long; and some of you have expressed your dismay that it's taking forever. I'm not going to apologize. This is the way it is. I can't control the ideas that pop into my head. Sometimes I write and post stuff that never receives comments. I don't care. Why? Because I enjoy writing, even if it's for myself.
Do you know there are nights that I can't sleep because plot bunnies, scenes and dialogue invade my brain? Vivid images of hot, steamy sex scenes ( het and boys love) float through my mind; even when I'm at work. It's maddening.
All I'm saying is, I hope that you understand why I do the things I do; why sometimes my fics are long, while others only a few chapters will suffice. I hope that you will stick with The Unholy Trio to the very end, and that it won't disappoint you.
When it's over I may resume writing some of my lost fics that I never finished. I'm also open to requests, as long as it's for a group I am familiar with. I'll also take fan art requests and gif requests now that I know how to make them.
Once again, thank you for sticking with me like glue, I really appreciate it.