omg no way! aah how i wish i lived closer i would try my best to just at least idek give you some money to get those tickets to see JYJ you have too! If it's anybody that deserves to see them more it's you omg idek what to do. I'm really sorry that it had to happen, ah it's always so difficult and frustrating but I'm glad you have some options at least. Try the thing with you father it will probably be faster but hey maybe teaching might fit your schedule better :) I wish you lots of luck in finding a job soon and don't lose hope okay?! YOU WILL SEE THEM ♥