Faith No More

[onthethruway01]

I don't know how I should feel.  Sad? Mad?  Ashamed?  I'm numb.  I don't know where I am going to go from here.  I discovered Tohoshinki in 2008, a bit late I guess.  It was during Mirotic that I stumbled across them.  As many of you know I fell hard for Yoochun.  But now, I'm not sure I can go on in this fandom.  I can only imagine how the rest of their fans feel, especially the Cassies.  I wonder if they are going to crack and do something rash?  My heart goes out to Yunho and Changmin.  I wish them happiness and love.  I'm not sure how I feel about Jaechunsu now.  I feel betrayed.  I guess until I hear an explanation from the boys myself I won't be satisfied. 

So here's what I'm going to do.  I will continue to check on Twitter and LJ for updates.  I still have interest in other groups.  I probably will watch Yoochun's dramas whenever they come out I guess.  But I don't know if I will do anything else DBSK related.  I had some cool ideas for fan fiction, but I'm not sure I will write them now.  I may even draw; but I don't know what.  I'll continue to follow ZE:A because I like them and I am in still interested in other KPop bands.  But DBSK was really the catalyst for my involvement, but now I just don't have the energy. 

Comments

[inori88.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I want them to be happy, that is why can’t be mad at anyone of them, they are doing what they think is best for them.

Cassiopeia did say let’s move on… incredible isn’t it? but move one not like leave them behind… here take a look
http://sharingyoochun.wordpress.com/2010/04/07/spazz-lets-move-on-cassiopeia/

[onthethruway01.livejournal.com]

that's very mature of them.