Faith No More

[onthethruway01]

I don't know how I should feel.  Sad? Mad?  Ashamed?  I'm numb.  I don't know where I am going to go from here.  I discovered Tohoshinki in 2008, a bit late I guess.  It was during Mirotic that I stumbled across them.  As many of you know I fell hard for Yoochun.  But now, I'm not sure I can go on in this fandom.  I can only imagine how the rest of their fans feel, especially the Cassies.  I wonder if they are going to crack and do something rash?  My heart goes out to Yunho and Changmin.  I wish them happiness and love.  I'm not sure how I feel about Jaechunsu now.  I feel betrayed.  I guess until I hear an explanation from the boys myself I won't be satisfied. 

So here's what I'm going to do.  I will continue to check on Twitter and LJ for updates.  I still have interest in other groups.  I probably will watch Yoochun's dramas whenever they come out I guess.  But I don't know if I will do anything else DBSK related.  I had some cool ideas for fan fiction, but I'm not sure I will write them now.  I may even draw; but I don't know what.  I'll continue to follow ZE:A because I like them and I am in still interested in other KPop bands.  But DBSK was really the catalyst for my involvement, but now I just don't have the energy. 

Comments

[martianqueen.livejournal.com]

idek how to react and I read the news an hour ago.

I kind of feel numb too.

[onthethruway01.livejournal.com]

hang in there bb. It's depressing, but not the end of the world, right?

[inori88.livejournal.com]

I don't feel betrayed because I know things can't be any other way
I mean, if I say "they can work solo but not work as 3 in a unit" Who I am, to tell them how they can or not work?
and dbsk as I see it, is already broken
and is everyone’s fault
is JCS fault for suing
HM fault for not joining
SM for not fixing things they know they should after breaking 3 big groups the same way
AVEX for... I don't even know... playing a dirty game with twitter

My heart goes for them all... I will probably follow them still because 80% of my bookmarks are DBSk related
because 80% of the music I hear is DBSK

but I understand your feeling, I'm not happy right now
I can't

btw: Cassiopeia said something a while ago: "lets move on"
I can't believe it. The ones I expected to go crazy are very rational, and I’m here freaking out

[onthethruway01.livejournal.com]

The cassies said move on? whoa. I think I'll be ok. It's sad, but if it has to be, then so be it. I just feel bad. I hope they are still friends. I can live without the music, believe it or not; but the thought that they were no longer friends would hurt me the most. I hope I am wrong. I hope they are and always will be friends. I wnat them to be happy. That's the most important thing.

[inori88.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I want them to be happy, that is why can’t be mad at anyone of them, they are doing what they think is best for them.

Cassiopeia did say let’s move on… incredible isn’t it? but move one not like leave them behind… here take a look
http://sharingyoochun.wordpress.com/2010/04/07/spazz-lets-move-on-cassiopeia/

[onthethruway01.livejournal.com]

that's very mature of them.

[kuroidi.livejournal.com]

I just found out about it a couple of hours ago. Im not surprised by this move. they are still trying to do music but I wish it was all 5 of them...I really hope things work out.
right now Im just bleh. Im not sad and definitely not happy. I have so much going on with my own life...
kpop is drama like no other.

[onthethruway01.livejournal.com]

I just wish everyone would be happy, but that doesn't seem possible anymore, does it?

[allysonmae18.livejournal.com]

I actually never thought they'd affect this much. But now, seeing things unfolding in front of me, it kills me. And some how, I just don't know how to feel or what to feel.

I'm trying hard to move on, I really am. I wish someday, I can fully accept this.. everything.♥

[onthethruway01.livejournal.com]

we will. It will just take time.

[allysonmae18.livejournal.com]

This so much.

Time, maybe that's what all of us needs. :) The boys, me, you everyone.

[onthethruway01.livejournal.com]

They say time heals all wounds. Let's see.

[allysonmae18.livejournal.com]

That might be my most sincere wish right now. :')
Thanks.<3

[onthethruway01.livejournal.com]

we can still worship Yoochun together..nudge, nudge, wink, wink.

[allysonmae18.livejournal.com]

Of course we would! I wouldn't be able to live with it if If I forget Yoochun! The thought itself is punishable by death. XD