nah, but I do blab on incessantly about that skinny bastard. I guess it can get to a man, but hey; if a guy can watch porn in front of his wife and sometimes jerk off to said porn ( in front of his wife) then I think it's ok if I drool over some kid half my age who lives on the other side of the world and at best will only be seen shirtless by me.
It's the fact that I am obsessed and talk about him all the time ( draw him, save his pictures, comment out loud, listen to the music and write gay porn fan fiction) that is the problem.
Of course the Asian factor and the fact that I write really hard core yaoi ( mostly Yoochun and Changmin) doesn't help the situation either. I also write Yoochun into hetereosexual adventures too; the female characters for the most part being fictional, although poor Yoona from SNSD wound up "in the saddle" with the pimp, and I couldn't resist throwing myself into some of the stories as well.
hahaha.....so, is Yoochun top or bottom? cuz in my stories, like most yunjae stories, Jae is bottom....well I actually treat him more like an object...I, as a writer, take on Yunho's "persona"
the thing is.....you're not cheating on him ya know
I like angst; I like elaborate descriptions that set the stage; draw you in and then grab you. I like to keep people guessing and biting their nails. I like heart ache, and forbidden / unrequited love. I like violence. I like fantasy / vampyre / horror. I'm like the Mary Shelley of DBSK fan fiction. I've also written a Western, which was fun.
Sometimes I'm clever and my stuff is funny. It depends upon my mood.
My current story is set during the Napoleonic age ( battles, duels etc.). It's naughty, taboo, full of pain, sex and it's going to end so strangely. I can't wait to finish it.
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Date: 2010-02-15 12:14 am (UTC)It's the fact that I am obsessed and talk about him all the time ( draw him, save his pictures, comment out loud, listen to the music and write gay porn fan fiction) that is the problem.
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Date: 2010-02-15 12:16 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-02-15 12:31 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-02-15 12:37 am (UTC)the thing is.....you're not cheating on him ya know
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Date: 2010-02-15 12:53 am (UTC)There's plenty of angst, and I tend to write AU type stories; lots of chapters; violence, blood, fantasy, taboo subjects etc.
I'm in the midst of writing some hardcore stuff right now. I also draw Minchun (see icon), but it's Yaoi and can't really be posted here.
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Date: 2010-02-15 12:59 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-02-15 01:16 am (UTC)Sometimes I'm clever and my stuff is funny. It depends upon my mood.
My current story is set during the Napoleonic age ( battles, duels etc.). It's naughty, taboo, full of pain, sex and it's going to end so strangely. I can't wait to finish it.