onthethruway01

I don't know how I should feel. Sad? Mad? Ashamed? I'm numb. I don't know where I am going to go from here. I discovered Tohoshinki in 2008, a bit late I guess. It was during Mirotic that I stumbled across them. As many of you know I fell hard for Yoochun. But now, I'm not sure I can go on in this fandom. I can only imagine how the rest of their fans feel, especially the Cassies. I wonder if they are going to crack and do something rash? My heart goes out to Yunho and Changmin. I wish them happiness and love. I'm not sure how I feel about Jaechunsu now. I feel betrayed. I guess until I hear an explanation from the boys myself I won't be satisfied.

So here's what I'm going to do. I will continue to check on Twitter and LJ for updates. I still have interest in other groups. I probably will watch Yoochun's dramas whenever they come out I guess. But I don't know if I will do anything else DBSK related. I had some cool ideas for fan fiction, but I'm not sure I will write them now. I may even draw; but I don't know what. I'll continue to follow ZE:A because I like them and I am in still interested in other KPop bands. But DBSK was really the catalyst for my involvement, but now I just don't have the energy.